Your Beautiful Addiction

The days they pass like months
Your flesh torn and burnt away
Razors ever engraved upon your arm
Pills quenching that ever insatiable need
Fall forward into oblivion
And look upon your failed life
The one you sought to make better by surrounding yourself in chaos
Do you see what’s become of you?
Your addiction
Your disease
Drown yourself in your happiness
Bury yourself in your love
Cut up and fucked up
Injecting your veins with your liquid poison
And watch them turn their backs
Leave you in the darkness that will soon be your wasted life
Fall to your knees and beg for insanity
We’ll laugh in your face as you burn your soul
Can you even feel anymore?
The beat of your heart?
The pain you self medicate
Lull yourself to your fake world
Constantly condemning the ones around you
With your addiction
Your so called disease
Pull yourself down the road of hell
But do not ask us to join you in the walk down the path of shame
How can you be sure you will come out the other end?
Untainted…or even alive
Look upon your happiness
Is there anyone left to blame?
Bleed away your pain
Scream out your torment
Drown yourself in desperation
And bury yourself among the wreckage
Damned and forsaken
Let it consume you
Killing those around you
So terribly submerged in your own problems
Drag yourself into the hell fires
Do not drag us down with you
So burn out your soul
We can wait…
Until you can find the strength to be the person we once knew
Or continue on with your pathetic existence
And force us to bury you among the others
Continue on your addiction
Keeping feeding your disease
We’ll mourn as you lay lifeless on your hospital bed
Your damaged body
Your ruined soul
See where your addiction lead?
Your ‘beautiful’ disease